User:Tryingtounderstand
Hope this message finds you well, giggle!! Welcome to my page! I'm Tessa Elliott, but you can just call me Tessie. Or Tessa. I don't mind either way!! My social game may not be the best as I not only have pretty bad social anxiety but I'm also autistic, so bear (bare?) with me please!! Also, tonetags on hard-to-read messages are greatly appreciated. Double also, I'm 15. Triple also, I doubt I'll run into any here but I'm a fictionkin (in case it isn't obvious/lh) and I am extremely sensitive over doubles and even Tessa roleplay accounts, so doubles/Tessa RP accounts please only interact if you have to!! Credit for the art in my profile picture goes to my amazing mootie @dolliezdiary on X, and credit for this template goes to Cleverduck09!!
This one is a little tricky, as how I wished to be referred to changes over time. However, I will always have the correct pronouns in my bio, and even further I have my pronouns page linked!! There are some terms I ask people to avoid:
- King, queen, monarch, or any alternative
- Man, woman, enby; instead use girl, boy, or thing
- Any honorific unless in foreign language
My exact labels for my genders change extremely often. I have a special interest in xenogenders so I typically use a bunch of those, too!! In general though, I'm usually a guy while simultaneously being a girl in an inexplicable way. However, I don't like being referred to as a girl by others, only by myself!! It comes from my fictionkinning (?? is that a word??) of Tessa Elliott from Murder Drones, so my girly self typically feels fluffy, ruffly, outcasted and eerie. Freaky, right? The guy side of myself is the side that really likes to change. Don't get me wrong, my fem side does too, but ohh boy my guy side can not decide on a gender. I'll be agender one day, nonbinary the next, exclusively xenic for the next week, and then back to transmasc. And then of course for my gender as a whole I just use whatever labels I feels fit me. My gender is a wild ride and I'm happy to be a part of it!!
I have an autistic special interest in Murder Drones and xenogenders!! It's a fun combo; you may see a lot of MD-related flags from me. I'm generally not very social but holy moly mention Murder Drones (or the next thing for that matter) and I will talk for hours if you'd let me. I also like and on-and-off hyperfixate on Grian and almost anything related to his character (other than YHS)- mostly the Life/Traffic SMP though!! I am a HUGE watcher lore fan and desertduo-liker.
I have a few hobbies, as one does. To name a few:
- Art!! I love art.
- Content creation/influencer-ing
- Managing my school's website (I should be paid for this smh/lh/nsrs)
- Doing anything related to MD
- Doing anything related to xenogenders
I do a lot more of course, but those are some things I really enjoy!!
I love this wiki!! It fuels my xenogender/general gender fascination and I get to ask questions on here. I also really specifically like organized webpages with correct information (not the best way to describe it but it really makes me happy looking at big sources of info, and it's even better that I can edit it). I'd like to put my nitpickyness, research skills and (albeit basic) coding knowledge to use here to help expand and ensure the accuracy of this wiki!! I love it here yippee!! \(^u^)/